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Saturday, October 2, 2010 Everyone's just leaving me out, ostracizing me, giving me weird expressions sometimes which I feel there's a hidden meaning underlying it. It feels so awkward. I feel like I'm going crazy, sometimes I wonder, if it isn't just my imagination after all. I'm left in the dark, I don't know what to think. It's like a stab in the heart, through the back. Am I not just imagining it, or is it really true? Might it not be part of my over-imagination, might I just be thinking too much into things? Or am I really too dumb to not know when and where I'm not wanted, only to stick my obtrusive nose into their conversations and relationships I know I'm never going to be a part of? There are times when I feel almost accepted, but something happens which brings my confidence all crumbling down again. I feel so confused. Please, someone, just tell me the truth directly so I know how to act and behave. Oh god, it hurts.
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